I got this - You got this - We got this - Thank you Rob Wergin
/When you go and see Rob Wergin in person, an experience I highly recommend, he gives you two bottles of water. A big bottle of water to put in your drinking water (like the water of John of God) and a small bottle of water to use in the bathtub and to spritz around your energy field. My children call that “God Water.”
So, God Water, so dubbed “Energetically Charged Water”, on Rob’s website - one of those glorious moments in life when the analytic brain second guesses and tries to invalidate one’e one experience.
Sure, I feel amazing and relaxed, but it could be anything - it doesn’t have to be the water.
Then I had a headache.
The saga around Corinna and her headaches has been epic. A four day opera with castles, turrets, elephants, several large women singing with horns, flying serpents, at least three saved princesses - the works. It has been a story of mine for my whole life. So there I was, languishing on the couch, my temples pounding, my body aching, my breathing too loud, and my eyes squinting against the offending light.
The Advil is not going to work the only thing that ever works is Excedrin - but I can’t do the caffeine because that will just give me a withdrawal headache tomorrow. So I just need to lie here and …on and on and on and on - a serious epic.
My husband, who had joined me for the last Rob Wergin weekend (shoutout for him!), pauses dinner preparations, runs downstairs, and comes up and approaches me.
“Corinna, where does it hurt?”
Feebly I wave my hand toward my left temple. My eyes are shut. I feel cool wetness splash against my scalp. I open my eyes.
“What is that?”
“God Water.”
“Oh.”
The cool wetness spreads into my brain - the skin feels less tight, the pounding less intense, I don’t have to whisper to speak. “Are you serious? Did this just happen?” I pause, scan my head again, feel energy surge into my body. I sit up. “That just went from 150% terrible to 20% I can function.”
To summarize - “Energetically Charged Water” - infused with the frequency of Divine Love - virtually instantaneously unraveled the pain. Holy moly. (exactly)
The next morning, when I could feel a sparkling head shivers that in the past preceded a full day in bed and sometimes vomiting, I splashed more God Water on my head. Gone.
Gone.
A Course of Miracles for that day was Lesson 26.
My attack thoughts are attacking my invulnerability.
1. It is surely obvious that if you can be attacked you are not invulnerable. You see attack as a real threat. That is because you believe that you can really attack. And what would have effects through you must also have effects on you. It is this law that will ultimately save you, but you are misusing it now. You must therefore learn how it can be used for your own best interests, rather than against them.
2. Because your attack thoughts will be projected, you will fear attack. And if you fear attack, you must believe that you are not invulnerable. Attack thoughts therefore make you vulnerable in your own mind, which is where the attack thoughts are. Attack thoughts and invulnerability cannot be accepted together. They contradict each other.
3. The idea for today introduces the thought that you always attack yourself first. If attack thoughts must entail the belief that you are vulnerable, their effect is to weaken you in your own eyes. Thus they have attacked your perception of yourself. And because you believe in them, you can no longer believe in yourself. A false image of yourself has come to take the place of what you are….
I am on my fourth or so time going through the daily lessons and spiral of the onion keeps bringing more and more nuances to the layers. I grokked intellectually that my own thoughts create my reality, my own stories create my reality, but with the extra nudge of water… WATER… removing PAIN FROM MY HEAD (all caps because I am so flabbergasted and excited about such) - I now FEEL this truth.
We are invulnerable because we are Divine. It is no longer a thought or a wistful belief. This is a confirmed sense that I feel - I know - I trust in my belly. I feel excitement in my belly where I used to feel fear. Excitement because I know God supports me and I trust in that.
This water + headache = bliss coupled with my cold sheet experience - which again - the analytic brain and time were working to diminish - BOOM. Doubt be gone. I got this.
Got what, you may ask?
Bring it. You name it.* I got this.
Love to you all. We are all the same. You got this.
We got this.
*And yes, am I throwing out the gauntlet? Perhaps, but that sounds like another fun layer of the onion to work on. In the meantime, I will be doing my daily practice.
